So one of the things that finally inspired me to go ahead and create this blog (and by the way, it is REALLY easy) was the fact that I am home this week "recovering" from a hysteroscopy. I put that word in quotes because I feel fine. I could run, work, function as normal but I am supposedly not allowed to...prior to surgery, my dr instructed me to take a week from work. She also said I would probably have a catheter so I don't know if that was why she wanted me home for a week. I made the mistake of looking online and one site said I could go to work immediately. The guilt, the guilt...i am a coward and have not called my dr to ask what I can and can't do. I am absolutely taking advantage and playing hooky.
I feel guilty...this is now how I am conditioned. I am supposed to work and be productive. I am having a hard time "relaxing" yet I am not willing to do anything about it. Why can't I just enjoy it??? What a complainer...here is what I AM doing...looking for a job, a housecleaner and thinking about a vacation. I am exploring jobs and work from home opportunities. That would be awesome. Anyway, how do you guys deal with the guilt of responsibility vs. taking time for you??
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